Life hasn't been the kindest to you. It really is unfortunate that you have had to face so much in such a short time. You never had much to work with, but you've made it this far. I personally think that is enough to make one wonder if there is something more for you yet. Something you can do for the world.

Sure, there is a great deal of pain weighing down your soul. It probably has sunk so far deep that it will carry over the course of several lives to fully heal, but try to remember this. There is a great deal of darkness in the world, but as long as we try, there will always be a glimmer of hope. Try to hold onto whatever spark of hope you have left. I know it will turn into a wild fire if you do, and there you will find peace.