Oy oy oy... That's their choice if they wanna 'deal' with you or not. I can guarantee you that your friends don't feel you're a burden, and they don't think of it as 'dealing with you', when they want to be with you.

Maybe don't worry about 'protecting' them from you, when we CHOSE to be with you. Whatever risks or dangers you think you have, nakama are there to be by your side, regardless. We accept your 'danger'. So don't go fucking thinking you can 'protect people from you', by running away from things. If we're your nakama, your danger is our danger, and we're fine with that.