"Torchwood," Rose covered her head with her arms and sniffled. "UNIT's stupid."
She tried to let the emotions calm down, stop tearing her to shreds, actually process them, analyze, think carefully.
"They always said it you know. Four and Three and 8. They said it even about 9. That I chose 10. I didn't want to. I didn't understand why I couldn't be everywhere at once here."
She fiercely rubbed a fist over her eyes and face and slowly got up and gave him a big hug again.
"I can't go and change it. If you remember it, that's how it happens. Otherwise it creates flaws and really could destroy the universes. I thought... I thought it was Fluffy and you getting to have Gallifrey back, just not me. I thought it was still a good thing and everything would be okay because you had friends and River and --"
Rose started bawling again and buried her face in his chest, hugging and clinging around his neck. "I never wanted to leave you!!!" Bawling. "I gave up everything for you over and over and over again. Family, friends, home, everything, I never looked back, never regretted it, and now you're saying it's for naught? What kind of rubbish is that??? Fluffy's right to reject the future!" Sniffles and hiccups.
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She tried to let the emotions calm down, stop tearing her to shreds, actually process them, analyze, think carefully.
"They always said it you know. Four and Three and 8. They said it even about 9. That I chose 10. I didn't want to. I didn't understand why I couldn't be everywhere at once here."
She fiercely rubbed a fist over her eyes and face and slowly got up and gave him a big hug again.
"I can't go and change it. If you remember it, that's how it happens. Otherwise it creates flaws and really could destroy the universes. I thought... I thought it was Fluffy and you getting to have Gallifrey back, just not me. I thought it was still a good thing and everything would be okay because you had friends and River and --"
Rose started bawling again and buried her face in his chest, hugging and clinging around his neck. "I never wanted to leave you!!!" Bawling. "I gave up everything for you over and over and over again. Family, friends, home, everything, I never looked back, never regretted it, and now you're saying it's for naught? What kind of rubbish is that??? Fluffy's right to reject the future!" Sniffles and hiccups.