Something that wants me to be here? ( she didn't want to be here at all. she wanted to be home, going to school and feeling normal. not trapped in this place. or did she? maybe seeing him again — even with a new face — was giving her a subconscious desire to stay with him. perhaps it was the hope that if the doctor were present then a certain scot might be as well. a subconscious fear that this might be the universe's method of telling her that she wasn't meant to have normalcy? she frowned. ) But I don't know... I want to go home. I... (don't want to be here, do i?)
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